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That's my life in just five words, but there are so many more. My story was written before there was time, and it is revealed to me step by step and day by day. While the story is mine, I am not the main character. My loving Father wrote it, and He is my story's hero. As I live it, I want to write about it. I want to share my joys, sorrows, and lessons learned as a fellow sojourner.

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- A Season of Consolation
  December 17, 2018“It just doesn’t feel like Christmas with all this going on.” I nodded as my friend shared her struggles and hurts. I understood. Reality doesn’t take a holiday. And as if the weight of our struggles wasn’t already heavy enough, in comes Christmas with all its “merry” magnifying the frustration of hard circumstances that refuse to fall in line with our well-laid plans for Christmas cheer. If we’re honest, my friend’s frustrated sentiment can be more common than the warm, fuzzy feelings we so long for at Christmas. As much as we try to keep them out, the painful realities of life have a way of intruding on our hopes and holiday plans like an unwelcome visitor at a special event. They have the potential to ruin everything. And pain can ruin Christmas. If your Christmas is the Pinterest kind. The kind of Christmas that gets its inspiration from holiday magazines arriving in the mail like unsolicited advice. Or the kind of Christmas that remembers only the good of years past and none of the reality. The kind of Christmas that’s willing to sacrifice peace of mind and body to create “post-worthy” scenes. Yes, painful realities will ruin that kind of Christmas in a weary heartbeat. But there’s a different Christmas. It’s a Christmas that ruins pain. The Christmas that begins with a cry and a cold night and ends with a roar, a stone rolled, and a vanquished enemy. The Christmas that saw my pain and yours and didn’t look away but instead said, “Enough.” And started a rescue mission. The Christmas that robbed death, life’s greatest pain, of its sting and replaced it with a certain hope and constant comfort that quiets all our temporary fears and pains like a mother’s gentle hush. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I watched the sunrise this morning. As lovely as a clear day is, cloudy days make for the best sunrises. The light reflects off the clouds, changing as the earth turns to face the sun. On a clear day, the brightness makes me look away. But on cloudy days, the clouds reveal the sun’s glory in such a way that I can watch for minutes on end. This is Christmas. The clouds of sin and pain threatened to block out the light forever. But because of love . . . The people walking in darkness have seen a great light; on those living in the land of deep darkness a light has dawned. ~Isaiah 9:2 The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it. ~John 1:5 Our painful realities are the conflict in the glorious story of Christmas. Without conflict, there is no plot. And without the inescapable reality of pain, Christmas is nothing more than an expensive and exhausting delusion. If you’re struggling with fear, sorrow, illness, depression, overwhelm, rejection, or any of the many manifestations of life’s hard realities, let me lighten your burden with this truth: Your pain is a perfect fit for Christmas. Just as the clouds become the Artist’s medium revealing the glory of the sun, your pain has the potential to reveal the love, light, and hope of your Father in a glorious reality that rivals the most post-worthy picture. But like the sunrise, this revelation is found in secret, quiet, dark, and seemingly lonely places. Painful places. Places that beckon us to look beyond the obvious and loudness of the season and ask for more than clear days and fuzzy feelings. Our cries in the dark reach heaven, and heaven answers. Emmanuel. God with us. It feels like Christmas. Click here to receive my weekly post in your inbox. Click here to read the first chapter of my book An Imperfect Woman. Click here to order An Imperfect Woman. Connect with me on social media at Instagram or Facebook. ... Read more...
- A Father’s Love
  October 27, 2018Author Brennan Manning told the story of Edward Ferrell who traveled to Ireland to celebrate his Uncle Seamus’ eightieth birthday. One morning Edward and his uncle got up early to go for a walk by Lake Killarney. As the sun rose, his uncle stopped and stared at the sunrise for twenty minutes in silence. Then the elderly man began to skip along the shoreline with a smile on his face. Edward caught up with him. “Uncle Seamus, you look very happy! Would you tell me why?” “Yes, lad,” Uncle Seamus replied with tears coming down his face. “You see my father is very fond of me. Ah, my father is so very fond of me.” This image of an elderly man skipping and smiling because he knows he is beloved of his Father is so compelling to me—what a joy to live freely in the confidence of our heavenly Father’s love! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The popular worship song tells us God is a “good, good Father.” It’s a simple song with simple lyrics. But there’s something about being loved by a good father that universally resonates. Father. Dad. If ever a word had a strong connotation, this is it. But earthly fathers run the gamut. There are excellent fathers: strong, kind, faithful, caring. And there are not so great fathers: absent, harsh, addicted, struggling, abusive, abandoning. Whether excellent or not so much, they’re all imperfect and all profoundly influential, for good or bad. So how—as daughters of fathers who were wonderful, terrible, and everything in between—do we reconcile the reality of an imperfect earthly father with our concept of our Heavenly Father? How do we convince our hearts that our Father truly is good and can be trusted with our most precious concerns and cares? For starters, we need to consider what we know of Him. In the Christian classic Your God Is Too Small, author J. B. Phillips says just that—our culture’s estimation of God is too small. It is obviously impossible for an adult to worship the conception of God that exists in the mind of a child of Sunday-school age, unless he is prepared to deny his own experience of life. If, by a great effort of will, he does do this he will always be secretly afraid lest some new truth may expose the juvenility of his faith. And it will always be by such an effort that he either worships or serves a God who is really too small to command his adult loyalty and cooperation. Phillips goes on to explain how a “god” like this is unsatisfactory to a thinking culture: Many men and women today are living, often with inner dissatisfaction, without any faith in God at all. This is not because they are particularly wicked or selfish . . . but because they have not found with their adult minds a God big enough to “account for” life, . . . big enough to command their highest admiration and respect, and consequently their willing cooperation. Since the Bible is our primary means of getting to know God as creator, father, redeemer and as all of His other manifestations, what kind of Father does the Bible tell us God is? He is a loving and sacrificial father. In this the love of God was made manifest among us, that God sent his only Son into the world, so that we might live through him. In this is love, not that we have loved God but that he loved us and sent his Son to be the propitiation for our sins. (1 John 4:9-10) For while we were still helpless, at the appointed moment, Christ died for the ungodly. For rarely will someone die for a just person— though for a good person perhaps someone might even dare to die. But God proves His own love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us! (Romans 5:6-8) He is a righteous and gracious father. This is illustrated well in the prodigal son’s father from Luke 15. The story tells of both a rebellious and a self-righteous son whose father responded to each with righteousness and grace And arose and came to his father. But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and felt compassion, and ran and embraced him and kissed him. And the son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.’ But the father said to his servants, ‘Bring quickly the best robe, and put it on him, and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet. And bring the fattened calf and kill it, and let us eat and celebrate. For this my son was dead, and is alive again; he was lost, and is found.’ And they began to celebrate. . . . But was angry and refused to go in. His father came out and entreated him, but he answered his father, ‘Look, these many years I have served you, and I never disobeyed your command, yet you never gave me a young goat, that I might celebrate with my friends. But when this son of yours came, who has devoured your property with prostitutes, you killed the fattened calf for him!’ And he said to him, ‘Son, you are always with me, and all that is mine is yours. It was fitting to celebrate and be glad, for this your brother was dead, and is alive; he was lost, and is found’.” He is a personal and intimate father. What kind of father-son relationship did Jesus and His Father show us? No one has seen God at any time; the only begotten God who is in the bosom of the Father, He (Jesus) has explained Him. (John 1:18) And at Jesus baptism, God expressed His affection for His Son. And behold, a voice from heaven said, This is My Son, My Beloved, in Whom I delight! (Matthew 3:17) The Message paraphrases it this way: “This is my Son, chosen and marked by my love, delight of my life.” What are the ramifications of the Father and Son’s relationship for us? But when the fullness of time had come, God sent forth his Son, born of woman, born under the law, to redeem those who were under the law, so that we might receive adoption as . And because you are , God has sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, crying, “Abba! Father!” So you are no longer a slave, but a , then an heir through God. (Galatians 4:4-7) For you did not receive the spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received the Spirit of adoption as , by whom we cry, “Abba! Father!” (Romans 8:15) This means that as beloved daughter of God we can live in the security of a Father who has: proved His love through sacrifice demonstrated His love through His righteousness and amazing grace adopted us and become our Father given us His name and identity ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Who is God? He’s a good Father. And who are you? His beloved. Oh, it’s love so undeniable I, I can hardly speak Peace so unexplainable I, I can hardly think As you call me deeper still As you call me deeper still As you call me deeper still Into love, love, love You’re a good, good Father. That’s who you are. That’s who you are. And I’m loved by you. That’s who I am. That’s who I am. WINSOME LIVING Here’s a practical application of this week’s focus. As you consider the love of your Father, answer the following questions: Do you live in the joy and confidence of your Father’s love? Are you able to say like Uncle Seamus, “My father is so very fond of me.” How is/was your earthly father unlike your Heavenly Father? How is/was he like Him? Is your view of God big enough to command highest respect and admiration? Do you know Him, as Phillips says, with adult mind? Do you have a Sunday-school child’s understanding of our Father or a growing and mature understanding? Which of the traits of God do you resonate with: loving & sacrificial, righteous & gracious, and/or personal & intimate? Write a prayer thanking God for how He has revealed Himself as a good Father and asking Him to help you believe and trust in His goodness. J. B. Phillips, Your God Is Too Small (New York: Macmillan, 1961), 7. Ibid., 8. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Every week, I’m exploring what winsome living looks like. What does it mean to be embraced by love and sustained by joy? Here are all the posts in this series: Why Winsome? Embraced by Love Sustained by Joy Winsome Living Peace, Love, & Joy A Creator’s Love Click here to receive my weekly post in your inbox. Click here to read the first chapter of my book An Imperfect Woman. Click here to order An Imperfect Woman. Connect with me on social media at Instagram or Facebook. Photo by David Sager on Unsplash ... Read more...

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