Uncategorized / 29.06.2010

The day awaits (and has been for some time). Like the impatient taskmaster it is, my planner sits open, toe-tapping, incessantly nagging me to attend to all its demands. Demands that reflect a confused mix of my own ambition, duty, desire, diligence. And fear. Written here so I won't forget, they hold seem to hold some delusive power just because they've been penned. Just words.And then I open Yours. Words of truth and power that's real. Words that remind me how my heart may plan my day, but you order my steps (Ps. 16:9). Words that, in the face of...

Uncategorized / 29.06.2010

18. workday calls home from my love just to check in19. children who value their parents' wisdom20. realizing there's so much to learn from my children21. naps22. fresh cherry cobbler23. BIG breakfasts22. more books than time23. daisies24. grace and forgiveness that strengthens and beautifies relationships25. the security of God's sovereignty and lovingkindness26. AM date with coffee, bagels, my oldest son, and a pond27. the desires of my heart and knowing Who put them there28. husband and children who desire relationship with God, each other, and me29. new love, weddings, old love, and memories...

Uncategorized / 26.06.2010

Twenty years old. Two weddings in a week. Faithful friend and cousin, honored to stand as witness to a monumental rite of passage into manhood. My son.Even as the grooms say "I do", my heart swells with the notion that his turn will arrive one day soon. After two decades, a mom knows the sober, sometimes sad truth that "time flies".Twenty and a man. Soon to honor His God, family and country and set sail on a ship. I yelled at him yesterday, like he was twelve (he was running and throwing a basketball in the house, inciting all...

Uncategorized / 24.06.2010

"Mom, you want this? You can have it!" He holds up a fluffy, blue bunch. Anything but appetizing. I hesitate. "Really, Mom, I don't mind." Sugary, sticky, half-eaten yuck. But I see the look on Sammy's face. He holds a treasure. A valuable offering of sweet little boy love. Acknowledging the gift for what it is, I accept. The sweet, blue sugar melts on my tongue, brings a smile to my face, and cotton candy sweetens my soul as Sammy walks away . . the proud giver of a good thing....

Uncategorized / 24.06.2010

I saw you. Not with my own eyes, but by the light of the Spirit. Your face shined illuminated by a heart of faith. I saw you. Free from the burdens, fears, and trials of this earthly life. A man of God, reflecting His joy, His courage, His beauty. In a word, enthusiasm. Infused by God . . Theos. Created for His works prepared for you before time. Equipped by His own Spirit. Loved and upheld by His Son. I saw you. Privileged to know you better than any other one. Made to walk, and often run, beside you. Entrusted with this...

Uncategorized / 18.06.2010

When heart is dimAnd eyes are dullWhen nothing movesWithout, withinI will trust You When I can't seeCause You see meBe still my soulRest and waitHis presence sureAnd so my fate I will trust YouWhen I can't seeCause You see meGlory and strengthAll Yours, not mineI the belovedYours the designI will trust You When I can't seeCause You see me....